Still very depressed today; I can’t seem to shake it. I am trying to think positively about everything, but as soon as I woke up this morning I could feel the depression settling down on me. It was almost a physical sensation. Everything is going wrong; I am lonely (which doesn’t help) and I was faced with a Monday after not really having a weekend.
Nothing is happening with getting the survey done on the house, and it’s becoming increasingly obvious that we will lose it. I don’t want to go through this again.
So sad…
Hang in there. Buying a house is a really difficult thing. It will work out, eventually. And if it may not seem so now, it will be for the best.
Thinking of you… and wishing you weren’t so sad.